نشر في 29 ديسمبر 2021 وآخر تعديل بتاريخ 14 يونيو 2023 .
I can't remember when I chose to start writing my feelings but I can clearly remember why I decided to do it , and I can clearly remember when I stopped writing,
Yesterday I started to write for the same reason that pushed me to wtite before all those years same reason !
Yesterday while I was reading kafka book ( رسائل الى ميلينيا ) I knew that only writing can help me to over come with this life !
Noone knows what is happening in others life and noone can guess what others are holding feelings for us !
I can't remember I told anyone else that I was writing all my life , noone even saw my note book that is full of weird and strange feelings.
I decided to stop from writing because I wanted to change I really wanted that but I failed!
أنا أضعف من أن أترك نفسي مقيداً
إن الشخص الذي تؤذيه شياطينه ينتقم من اتباعه دون تفكير
أخاف الأشياء التي تُلامس قلبي ، لِذا أهرب منها دائمًا...